I know that keeping it inside and not showing your emotions is how you deal with stuff, but this is one thing where I need you to talk to me about it. I need to know you care. Please.
__________________ Glenn Coco? FOUR FOR YOU GLENN COCO! You go Glenn Coco!
You're the reason I don't write in this thread any more. Not that you even know it exists, thank God.
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"For once there was an unknown land, a land full of strange flowers and subtle perfumes, a land of which it is joy of all joys to dream, a land where all things are perfect and poisonous"
I'm taking that silly little comment to heart. I shouldn't be. But I'm just so fucking sick of everyone wanting her and not me, and me having to stand there and be happy for her all the while.
Stop fucking MSNing me so much! The second I go on MSN, you message me, and if I'm not on MSN because of that, you IM me on Facebook! I don't mind talking to you, it's just that I would like to be able to log on without something from you popping up.
Oo-er.
You, my friend, were a secret indulgence of mine. I awaited your messages eagerly each morning, slowly counting the hours in your timezone, wondering what you were doing at each moment. Your replies, filled with broken english, still managed to convey a sincerity and friendliness I had forgotten to hope for in people. Your goodbye was too brief, too well thought out and much to easy for me to accept. I cried afterwards, wishing I didn't understand so clearly why we couldn't speak any longer. If I thought I had a chance, I would search the streets of Tokyo for you.
S - Please stop stalking me, however you are. I've now deleted that app on facebook so you can't scare me anymore. I've never felt this worried before that someone is gonna jump me and drag me off into a dark alley.
L - Come and fucking well see me! I'll only be across the road from you, I'd like to slow dance with you infront of the bonfire, with your arms around me keeping me warm like we did yesterday. I came in early just for you, and I love to make you jealous by flirting with O.S.
O.L - I really hope that I don't see you tonight, it's been a full year now. This time last year we were fooling around before you cheated on me. It hurt. I loved you. It still stings slightly, so I hope that L comes along just so you can see how happy I am now.
O.S - Fucking. Hell. You're. Fit! Shame about the girlfriend lol. Nah, you're cute but I'm in love and semi-taken.
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"Everyone is a friend, until they prove otherwise."