A - I know you're really upset about S, and I'm happy to talk to you and comfort you when you need it because I think she's behaved atrociously towards you, but please don't ask me for advice. I genuinely don't know what to say or what you should do, and I don't see why my advice would be better than anyone else's. And, from a thoroughly selfish perspective, this is going to make next year very awkward indeed. Though I would say that's S's fault, not yours.
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-I'm so terribly lonely, I don't care what genitals you have, who you are or what you're really like anymore, just tell me you fancy me and I'll be content for the moment. And I don't care if it never goes further than that initial "I like you" or a drunken kiss either, a little goes a long way with me in this respect.
-Josie, you will end up a co-dependent and battered woman, you will. You're doing fine, fuck it, just wait it out. You're too comfortable with yourself, you wouldn't do well being close and intimately involved with a separate person anyway.
And I can't say that to their faces because the first one is directed to no one, or anyone rather, and the second is directed at me. And I think another I've put here is about my brother in law, and I can't say it because I love my sister too much. The other's are just pointless, what would telling these people this achieve? More trouble? I'm happier to just sit and stew..
- I really miss you, but I hate your family and if I had a life with you I would have to have a life with them. When you get your own place, things might be easier. Unless you DO fuck off and join the Marines, in which case, I will just have to get over everything.
I don't say these things because I'm so fickle and I think it's better just to shut up and leave it.
1) I love so much and I'm doing all this for you when I already know you will never love me back, I know you're not in to guys in that way
2) I hate you so much and pains me to say, but you should know I will always have your back even through you have stabbed me in my a thousand times
3) You are the only right in my life right now. You give a reason to live, a reason to get out of bed in the morning. You are the one thing holding me to reality and now you're slipping away
4) I've already said I hate you, deal with it and you should know, I only care for people who want to know honestly not because I am Wiccan or anything.
5) You make me proud I'm not Christian!
6) I know I am girly, I know I like blood, I know I ned to lose weight, but you pointing out makes you just look dumb.
7) Just because I love both guys and gals dosn't mean I am under you and your man-boobs
8) My deep hatred of you has feulled my new-found beauty, so I say "SUCK EGGS!"
9) I can kick ass, I just chose not to.
10) Please just give me a chance to hold you tight. Share my warmth, my love, my life. Let my lips touch you yours then decide if you love me or not.
11) PLease don't leave me
12) You are what's wrong with this world!
13) I may be Bi, Wiccan and over-weight, but I am also a creative, smart, graceful girly boy.
14) So, you think it is alright for girls to act boyish, but not vice-versa?
I wish I wasn't on my period right now, because otherwise I'd ring you up, apologise for not having seen you for a few days, come over and fuck your brains out. The only thing that is holding me back from doing this is the menstruation thing. Man. Honestly. Don't take it the wrong way. I just don't yet know you well enough to say it. Damn it, I'm not even sure how to pronounce your surname. I'd rather leave you with memories of last time. It was amazing, by the way. Except I have actually told you that.
While we're on the subject of that earth-shattering shag (whodathunk? You seem so polite and innocent and the times before were so polite and harmless), my God. MY GOD. I love men who order me about it voices that sound tight with rage. And pull my hair. And fling me around. Also, that is the first time since I was about eighteen where someone has done something to me that I have never had done to me before. I didn't even know I could do that. WOW. I made the other one do it too, THANK YOU, it works so well!
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a) they are understood at an unspoken level and it would just seem too contrived and unnecessary to confess aloud
b) I may be a bitch but I'm not enough of a bitch to do it
c) I don't want to reveal weakness
d) There is no way I am letting Numbers know what a rarely good lover he is, it would be too ego-inflating, and besides would involve me admitting I thought he was tame and was considering breaking with him for good
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OH MY GOD! shut up!!! Yes, you're my best friend, but I've told you everything I remember! I don't KNOW what he said exactly. It was a party, i was DRUNK. stop over-analyzing everything he says!!!!!!!!!!!!
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You talk intolerable amounts of shit, and I hate you. I hope you get rejected by everything and everyone you cross paths with in future. And I hate *you* for siding with her.
Shut up!!! I really really hope it hurts. For fucks sake, it's a needle. A tiny little less-thab-half-a-milimetre needle!!!
How do you think it feels to dislocate your kneecap miles away from help?! And your best friend has to pop it back in because you've passed out?!
Stupid girl.
-- Edited by red spirit moon at 15:52, 2009-01-29
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Every day I miss you. I'm so sorry that I was too weak and too busy with my own problems to help you. Sometimes I dream that you are still alive, and it hurts to wake up.
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Stop being such a slut! You treat people like they're shit and you don't understand that other people actually have feelings too! You think you're popular? Well, you're not. More people hate you than anyone else I know. Now that you've put half my friends through hell and cheated on every single boyfriend you've ever had, please get over yourself and get out of my life.
> i am actually so jealous of you it's embarrassing. you have perfect hair, perfect grades and a boyfriend who loves you. go figure.
> you're so starting to piss me off at the moment. why? why is that??
> i could hit you and kiss you at the same time right now. why are looking at me in that looking way when we had a chance last year? you blew it, please stop it. it's so hard for me cause i am actually very very interested in you right now. again.
> you're a babe. thanks.
> so are you. thankyou.
> and *YOU* are a grumpy old fool who thinks he knows everything. piss off.
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-Baby, you're so good to me. I'm sorry I'm this way.
-And baby, you're so good to me. I'm sorry I'm this way. But not enough to change.
-I heard you crying like crazy last night. Did I do right to post that note under your door and not come in? You had the lights off and the door shut, I thought maybe you wanted to be alone... I stayed in til ten thirty with my door open, until H came over to look after you - I guess she is your best friend - in case you wanted to talk. I know it's not really enough. I should have done something. Just ask it of me. Oh God, I wish I could say this to you without making you die of embarrassment. Just ask me. Please. I hate hearing you upset. I'm so useless. I know he's one of my best friends but so are you and frankly, I've taken your side without even knowing what's going on. Is that unjust? I know you wouldn't like me to do that. I can't help it. You always have such trauma in love. And I've seen the faces on his exes. You can depend on normally undependable me.
-- Edited by clockbox at 19:44, 2009-01-29
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Please, please stop putting semi-colons where they don't belong, and wear some clothes that actually fit you, so I don't have to look at your back flab. You are not cool, and stop nosing around in people's private lives.
