To one person: I think you'd actually be a little scared if you knew how much I miss you.
To another: I feel horribly guilty for dreaming about you. It's brought up a load of awful memories I thought I'd be able to let go of by now. Stop mentally plaguing me :(
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"For once there was an unknown land, full of strange flowers and subtle perfumes, a land of which it is joy of all joys to dream, a land where all things are perfect and poisonous"
Dispenser of humorous porn to the Mooky masses [book of face]
I had no idea how much I was hurting you until I saw how happy you are now. And instead of making me feel guilty for the cruelty, I merely begrudge you your happiness. I don't believe it would have worked and I am glad I ended it, but... you know... I still hope against hope you'll be haunted by me horribly. HORRIBLY. Forever. You will never find another me. I am awesome.
Where are you? Why did you go there? Are you going to marry her anyway? You fool, you bloody fool.
I will never leave you. Whether that's good or bad I just don't know.
I have faith in you.
I wish you had less faith in me, it kills me to disappoint you.
If I were a man, I'd be the perfect man for you. I'd never make you cry. I'd never let you down. I'd be exactly right for you in bed. Pity about our friendship and our matching genitalia, eh?
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To one of my group partners: I want to gouge your eyes out and stick them up your ass so you can see for yourself how stupid it is to keep your brain there rather than your head.
...Sorry, did I break the romantic mood?
__________________ "I like it when a flower or a little tuft of grass grows through a crack in the concrete. It's so effin' heroic."--George Carlin
S - I hope things are still good when we have this trip. I'm really looking forward to it and I want it to work out.
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"For once there was an unknown land, full of strange flowers and subtle perfumes, a land of which it is joy of all joys to dream, a land where all things are perfect and poisonous"
Dispenser of humorous porn to the Mooky masses [book of face]
I feel nothing for you and it scares me how obvious your infatuation is. I've always been in your shoes before and the other side of the fence doesn't make me feel any less of a freak.
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I'm an expresso-some people think I'm bitter, but I'm just intense
Sometimes, I really hate you. You make me feel like shit and then tell me I'm overreacting. You say I whinge all the time but you moan more than me, and I can't say anything because you and your precious boyfriend will gang up on me. He's better than you, you know, and he won't be amused by your immature antics forever. I do not "whine all the time", I was not "smug about having a job when you didn't" (although I had every right to be, because I put the effort in [40+ job applications] while you sat on your fat [yes, I went there] arse and did nothing), and I am not a "spoiled little rich kid", because I have earned almost everything I have, while your parents just hand it to you and then you sit there and complain about how horrible they are. You are one of the most hypocritic people I've ever met and I will be better off without you this year.
Wow. That was cathartic.
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I am seriously beginning to doubt your commitment to Sparkle Motion
1) I truly, sincerely despise you, hate you. You have two wonderful children, one who's really clever and wants to show it and one who's a little girly-girl who wants to be pampered and have you do her make-up for her. Do you help them, nurture them, in anyway? No. You plonk them in front of the computer/TV/games console and rot their brains, instead of helping them make use of their talents. You married a man with 5 children, I think 'an interest in kids' should have been in the job description, somewhere.
2) I don't know how I'm supposed to talk to you, I don't know how to act, because that's what I've got to do:act. I can't be myself around you, because you take it as flirting, when I'm not. I want to be friends with you and it tore me up to see you so upset last night, but you need to understand that I'm so happy with Josh, I wouldn't leave him for the world, let alone for a boy who refused to talk to me in school and who now still bitches about me behind my back. I don't hate you, in fact, I understand the situation completely, just please, sort your head out and come back when you're ready to be my friend.
3) I miss you, but they say you can't miss something you never had. They're wrong.
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"What's so unpleasant about being drunk?"
"You ask a glass of water."
(Member of The Facebook Sexist Group Eliminating Squad)
1)- To "T"- I'm glad that you're unhappy. You deserve yourself, you little backstabber. And no, I wouldn't care if you were gone.
2)- To "L"- You really are the most annoying person I've ever met. Why don't you shut your cakehole for 5 minutes, and listen to others instead of just waiting for your turn to speak?!
3)- To "F"- You're not going to die.
4)- To "R"- I love you more than life itself.
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I'd choose freedom over safety because I'd rather die standing than live on my knees.
I'm so jealous of you. I wish I were just as talented and half as intelligent. You are amazing. Every time I look at you, I want to reach out and touch you, if not just pull you down onto the floor. I'd also fancy giving you a good slap across the face at times. Your eyes are gorgeous, but not as amazing as your ears. If I had it my way, you'd wear blue every day, lack for your uniform. I am hopelessly infatuated with you.
You make me so angry. You could've had the best, and you know it. We could've been best friends. I know. We got a sample of that as freshmen in high school, remember? I guess not. You don't even care. You are the most annoying person on the face of the earth. You have too much of that ironic charisma, and not enough drive. Fuck you. I've moved on... even though we always had so much in common.
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You stay away from my sister, you dumb cunt, she's too lovesick to see what a drop kick you are and how you're dragging her down, and I'm in no position to do anything about it. How can I, it's her mistake to make! But if you loved her, you would let her go. It'd save me the hassle of breaking you up and the guilt of succeeding, and making her very sad and enraged.
Oh, and - You're a liar and I hope you go on to live a long, lonely and unfulfilled life the hell away from me.
And no I don't want to hang out, you're annoying and I planned on getting rid of this whole nonsense situation years ago. Urgh.
1) I hate and wish you just go grawl in to some gutter in some shit hole and just die painfully
2) You make me feel like I should just kill myself right now, but I decdied your not even worth the shit you put me through
3) I don't care what you have angainst me, but I want you to fucking stop or else when Karma comes to get you back from what you've put me through I would think the you would be runover, mulched and just brutally tortured in general
4) I can't get you out of my head and it hurts me so much that I have to work with you ever day knowing you will never love me back
5) If your so Christain and in to the whole "Love Thy Neighbor" thing then why do you put through so much misery and make me want to kill with every weapon I can my hands on?
6) Since you want to hurt me so much just punch me then aleast it would heal and I would have proof
7) You don't fucking listen to reason, you fucking decide on your opinion and force it apon others and just all I have to say other than that is fuck you and your two-faced pointless exsistence!
All of these are directed to two people apart from number 4, Sorry if I over swore or killed the romanctic mood.
2. (MB) I thought I was in love with you!! Sorry I nearly ruined everything! Thank God you never found out!
3. (EU) I hope she dies first, so you realise what a mistake you made. Stay the fuck away from us now. You don't even deserve my contempt, although you get it anyway. I suppose you could say that sums up the problem!
*Yeah? Well you're a fat, arrogant, ignorant, abhorable, obstinate cow and you'll never know true happiness. And you're vulgar and crude so you won't be able to articulate your realisation if you ever get passed the denial about these things anyway. Grow a brain, you thick bitch.
*I guess I should have known that, but I still can't believe it. Get your finger out of your arse and do your fucking job. Properly.
I love you and I've missed you but please don't come round so much. I feel mean thinking that considering I haven't seen you in a month, but you always come round when I should be doing something else, and that something else is revising and finishing that stupid essay. I love having you round but that's the problem, you're such a fackin' distraction.
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"For once there was an unknown land, full of strange flowers and subtle perfumes, a land of which it is joy of all joys to dream, a land where all things are perfect and poisonous"
Dispenser of humorous porn to the Mooky masses [book of face]
You are so goddamn stupid! Your mum has actually spoken to you about going on the pill (mine never did, I had to go and sort that out myself!) giving you the perfect opportunity to do something proactive, like go on it! But instead, you continue to give crap excuses like 'It'll mess me up' and never use condoms and the most annoying this is that should you ever fall pregnant (it wouldn't be surprising with your irresponsible attitude right now...) you're gonna come to me wanting sympathy and advice and I don't know if I want to give it, because I have told you time and time again to be safe.
to the mooks - sorry to be like this, but why don't you actually say these things?
__________________ While the Law has many penalties for the Atrocities we inflict on others, there are no punishments for the Terrors we inflict upon Ourselves...... - Dr L.C
For me, it's the sake of the group project running as smoothly as possible. It'd all fall to a pile of shit if I started a verbal war over a single member's stupidity and complete lack of work ethic. I'd rather keep my mouth shut and get a grade I can be happy with than get the satisfaction of yelling and fail.
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- I love you, you're my favourite guy ever! I wish we could still hang out.. I miss you, you're more real than anyone else to me.
-I have a THING for you. ;) let's get drunk together again really soon..
-You're an immature baby. I did the right thing.
-I'll never be able to look at you and breathe normally.
-I don't trust you.
-Or you.
-I'm so so grateful for you.
Reason I don't say these things ; -fear of people not feeling the same way I do and ruining my daydreams. Or, they'd cause drama and upset and I'm doing just fine coasting along keeping my thoughts to myself.
Just because one thinks things, doesn't mean one wants to actually say them to someone's face, if it's going to be difficult or have repercussions.
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"For once there was an unknown land, full of strange flowers and subtle perfumes, a land of which it is joy of all joys to dream, a land where all things are perfect and poisonous"
Dispenser of humorous porn to the Mooky masses [book of face]
Saying it to someone's face causes friction, arguments and repercussions. Saying it here is a better way of getting it out, and then you feel a bit better and can continue harmoniously coexisting with people you want to dropkick into next week.
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I am seriously beginning to doubt your commitment to Sparkle Motion
